The title of this poem comes from a "poetic memo" which did the rounds, in a number of different versions, on Facebook in March. It has been stuck inside my head for the past two months or more, and I was moved to write down the words that have come to me......
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Spring did not know
A strange thing,
Alive but not alive,
came by stealth.
In places where people lived,
lockdown.
They were there all right, hidden
behind locked doors
peeping through curtains
and discovering Facetime.
Some venturing out
to walk their dogs
and then
scuttling in again
to watch televised updates,
and sidling out furtively
at times agreed
to fetch cardboard boxes
by the gate,
holding bread and milk and eggs
dropped off by neighbours.
But spring did not know.
The sun shone, and daffodils nodded
and celandines glowed on unkempt lawns.
In hedgerows, primroses
and snowdrops came and went
and beneath the bud-bursting trees, wood anemones.
Birdsong too, with a blackbird
on his birch tree, in full voice.
And high up against the cloudless sky
buzzards, kites and ravens.
In places where once people worked
and shopped and ate and drank and talked,
there was silence
broken only by an ambulance, fast and noisy,
and two policemen, far apart,
talking in whispers,
and a plump lady jogging
and a flock of pigeons
missing their crumbs,
complaining in the market square.
But spring did not know.
The leaves came
and a dappled woodland floor
became a place of shade
and humming insects.
The sun shone
and then it rained
and then the sun shone again.
The bluebells came, then foxgloves,
red campion, buttercup
and cow parsley.
A robin hatched its eggs
and the cuckoo did its mischief.
Above teetering cliffs capped by thrift
a flock of choughs somersaulted in the eddies
and their chattering
drowned out the waves.
In town
a paper bag fluttered across the street
and was impaled on a rose bush.
In number six Oak Terrace
Jane finished novel number ten.
Somewhere else, Amir saved a life.
In number fifty-nine Billings Grove
Harry played a silly game
with Nathan, who was three.
Shaun and Anwen,
on the lawn
for the fiftieth time,
pounded out their fitness regime.
Jack enjoyed a wild Zoom birthday
and Sally talked to her son
who was in Paris,
locked in.
David fed a giraffe
because that was his job.
Edwin painted rainbows
and Mark and Sophie
who were twins
five years old
made twenty blue masks
for kind people to use.
Then Bobby
delivered groceries to Mabel,
who was eighty-six,
but not to Cyril,
who was dead.
Somewhere else, Amir saved a life.
A man in a suit addressed the nation
again,
and Susie stopped crawling
and walked.
In a slow miracle,
those who survived
learned how to breathe,
and listen to the wind
and love one another,
to care for those they did not know,
and talk
and dream
and clap
and sing.
Then it was over
perhaps.
They cheered, they hugged,
and wept,
and danced in the streets.
And now, they said,
life gets back to normal.
But the old normal was another world,
another time,
long gone, not missed.
But summer did not know.
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© Brian John, June 2020
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4 comments:
Dear Brian,
Ken shared your beautiful poem with us; as evocative and poignant as anything I've seen about our current situation. It really speaks of Pembrokeshiretoo, a place we were all blessed to be born in. And now Heather. We last saw them on January 31st and had no inkling that it was for the last time: everything seemed to come so swiftly. I find it unbelievable that we won't be able to have our email chats and will have to get out of the habit of squirrelling away nuggets for the next time.
Heather kept us up to date on your career and exploits. Only last year I watched a video of you up in the blue stones, scrambling sure footed like a man half your age.
I cannot imagine what Ken is going through. Thank goodness he has a strong family and friends to help to sustain him.
Brian, I am fond of a little ditty . and after reading your Blog , sent to me by the lovely Ken Brown . I was simply urged to write something. Living in a village of Shoreham Kent only 20 miles from we are naturally at this time inundated by visitors from the metropolis so normal footpaths are frequently overcrowded ,
I was fortunate enough to pick one out of the way but almost all paths out of a valley lead up hill to start.
Spring did not know I was puffed out
T'was only when my chest did shout
Angina's just a calling card... beware
Tis time to take a rest and care.
So lying there so many things .
you see and hear the bird that sings
whilst gazing up you scan the sky
The hovereing Kite the lark on high
So much to please a resting eye.
In ground around growth makes no sound
To let you know that's springs around.
Thank you for your lovely poem
Brian A
Thanks for those kind comments, folks. And many thanks for your poem too, Brian! There has been a lot of creative enterprise over the past 12 weeks or so!! Of course my poem is for Heather and Ken too -- but it's ironic that Heather's passing had nothing to do with the epidemic. But of course the wretched virus and all the lockdown regulations have meant that coping with it has been a thousand times mor complex and difficult for dear Ken and the family. They have coped remarkably well....
Dear Brian .
I have never even seen a blog until I saw yours and completely forgot to sign my comment/reply. Just to let you know, the comment sent from hezzalowri (our two cats) was from Liz Bailey - was Treasure Jones now Mortimore.
We watched Heather's funeral, still in shocked disbelief. We really feel for poor Ken: sixty three years of happiness will eventually comfort him but now he must be utterly bereft.
Best wishes,
Liz - I have been known as Elizabeth for almost fifty years but the Taskers/ HGS contingent know me as Liiz.
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